The more I accumulate the more I fear losing

I graduated from college hopeful, optimistic and had an extremely great appetite for risk. I had nothing and hence nothing to lose.

Now I find myself in a position with alot more; power, money, autonomy, an identity and most importantly an awesome relationship with my dad and mum because of my involvement in my family business.

I have now become risk adverse. I fear losing all I have, most importantly my dad and mum. No good, KC. Gotta maintain that appetite for pushing boundaries regardless of how uncomfortable it may be.