I had access to appraisal notes of leadership candidates, which included those describing me, when I landed the top job in a school curricular activity NCC (National Cadet Corp) back in secondary school. It was a unanimous observation among my predecessors that I preferred going about alone.
I explain: the bullshit is real, ie the crap that others deal me as well as that which I hand others. That much I don’t deny.
Retrospectively, what I am today evidently hasn’t changed much from the past which was recorded in actual writing, which I got to read. Consistent.